Topic: The ABC's of the Matsuno's ABO! (Oatmeal & Moon)

[Oatmeal]

Karamatsu waited and waited as patiently and calmly as he could for Todomatsu until he was done with his shower. Once the other came out from the bathroom Karamatsu's head snapped towards him instantly. Todomatsu, he didn't appear like his usual self. He seemed different from normal. His hair, unkempt and wet. His clothes hardly cared for and just thrown on like any old thing.

That look on his face, he seemed so vulnerable and . . well. . .cute. Like a small animal. He wished he could have held him, ran his fingers through his hair, touched him more and more until he got his fill. But, he couldn't allow that. Such thoughts were horrible, especially towards his younger most precious sibling. He couldn't have such lewd thoughts towards him.

He would calm himself, taking a breath in through his nose and out through his mouth, before giving a nod to Todomatsu and standing. "Alright." He'd lead them outside of the hotel, digging in his pocket for the prescription he was given by the doctor the previous day. "This will be plenty enough for all of us to use." He'd comment. They could share the suppressants in this case. It'd be very convenient!

 He just hopped that everyone would be cooperative and take them. "How are you this morning by the way? Is uhm. . .everything okay?" He tilted his vision towards another way, a bit anxious asking this question. He didn't know what the answer would be or if Todomatsu would fire at him but he wanted to at least check and see if he was doing well. He wanted to at the very least make an attempt.
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Choromatsu's look of shock turned into a scowl while Osomatsu spoke. "Don't encourage him like that! And I didn't want you to fuck me you idiot eldest!" He'd growl, giving Osomatsu a glare back in reply to his playful look. His stupid older brother wasn't making this situation any better. He could see that Jyushimatsu was excited to know he was finally an alpha, but telling him all that was only going to make trouble!

Jyushimatsu however didn't see the trouble at all. In fact he was over the moon about this discovery! "An alpha! Alpha, alpha, I am an alpha!" He cheered contently while hugging Ichimatsu close with delight. After all of his training he never thought it would take having sex to make him an alpha! It was incredible and the best way to become one! It was all thanks to Ichimatsu too.

Without him he probably would have been a mess of hormones just waiting to explode! Something else seemed to be in play though when Osomatsu decided to try and tag in on Ichimatsu. He felt defensive, just like yesterday with Karamatsu. He didn't want some other person being close in that way to Ichimatsu, even if it was his other nii-san. He wouldn't let someone else try and do something with Ichimatsu.

Unfortunately he wasn't exactly paying attention to his other brother, giving Choromatsu enough time to steal Ichimatsu away from Jyushi, pulling him out of his arms by the wrist. "We're going to take a shower so I'll help him clean up." He'd say firmly so the two other brothers knew. He couldn't let those two alpha's fight over Ichi. For his own sake he needed to get Ichimatsu out of here before he went through some kind of break down. The third son lead the forth to the bathroom, readying it to get nice and clean.

He turned the water on, put out some towels and readied the soap so they could scrub away the shame of the other night. "Are you okay, Ichimatsu?" Choro would ask with concern. "Maybe a nice warm bath will help us cool down a bit. You aren't in pain any where are you?" He wanted to make sure after what he'd gone through he was okay.

Jyushimatsu was obviously not happy about Choromatsu dragging Ichi away but he couldn't go after him. No, he had to stay near Osomatsu to keep an eye on him, make sure he didn't invade into that area. He was still pretty miffed about Ichimatsu no less, pouting as he'd lay his head on the table. "It was really good," he'd comment, reminiscing back to what he and Ichimatsu did. "So it can't be bad, right Osomatsu nii-san?"

[Gardenia-mooN]

Karamatsu's eyes on his body made Todomatsu feel hot, there was a distinct throbbing between his legs and he had to shut his eyes tight and take a few deep breaths to make the feeling go away. This wasn't good. Even with the suppressants Todomatsu was afraid he would keep feeling this odd need and with his brother's teeth mark's on his neck he knew he was already in too deep. He would need to find a replacement, at this point almost anyone would do as long as they weren't blood related.

His lower lip quivered when his big brother spoke and he looked off to the side in a huffy fashion while they left the hotel. "Hopefully it will last until we find some proper mates who aren't family." His voice was raw and determined. Todomatsu too out his phone and started going through his contacts, the only real viable alpha he knew was Atsushi. Well...the other was better than the alternative and he bet he could push his friend into mating with him or at least finding him some other alpha to hook up with.

Karamatsu's worried tone and gentle words made Todomatsu want to stop looking for an alpha, they made him want to fall into his big brother's arms and never leave. "How do you think I am?" He snapped at the other, his eyes swelling with tears and his cheeks darkening almost instantly. Totty took a couple more calming breaths and shook his head from side to side. "Nothing is okay but I will make sure to fix this cluster before we do anything worse."

While he spoke he pressed Atsushi's contact info on his phone and started texting him, asking him if he was free to go out for drinks on Friday. "I'll find my own alpha, a real one and then we'll never have to think about this again." He spoke huffily, stomping a few steps ahead of the other male while they made their way back home. He would find an alpha for himself and then he would figure out how to fix all his brothers so that there would be no more gross brother fucking.

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Osomatsu ended up laughing when Choromatsu started scolding him again. "That wasn't what you were saying when I had my fingers up your ass~" He teased the other, sticking his tongue out at his serious younger brother and then winking at his other siblings in a conspiratorial fashion. Osomatsu really couldn't take this situation as seriously as he should have, he just thought the whole thing was fun and that it was more good news than bad.

Ichimatsu knew he would get zero help from Osomatsu and when the other announced Jyushimatsu's change poor Ichimatsu couldn't help but feel another stab of guilt. His little brother was so happy even though they had done a really really bad thing. It was all his fault too! All because he couldn't keep his perverted fantasies in check, now Jyushimatsu had done a really naughty thing! Ichimatsu wanted to crawl under something and die.

Luckily for him Choromatsu was there, the other male's hand on his wrist was comforting. He was pulled to freedom and when they got into the bathroom he ended up letting out a small relieved sigh. "Thanks...Nii-san." He mumbled and curled up into a ball on the floor. Being away from Jyushimatsu only made the guilt feel heavier and all the more real. They had really fucked and Jyushi had knotted him and marked him just like they saw in all the ABO porn they watched. Sure Choromatsu and Osomatsu had done it too but Choromatsu at least seemed to be upset about it...Ichimatsu was afraid that he wouldn't be able to resist doing it again, that he wanted to do it again.

"Heh...I guess I really am garbage now." He muttered and huffed, glancing up at his big brother with a grim expression on his face. Choromatsu was, out of all of them, the one with the more prospects for having a real normal life. It was embarrassing that he was the one with Ichimatsu right now. "I'm okay, I guess...what about you? Are you hurt, Nii-san?" Ichimatsu normally wasn't so openly caring but he was too exhausted and freaked out from what had happened to hide his concern or his self loathing.

Meanwhile Osomatsu was grinning at Jyushimatsu and he ended up moving over to his little brother and flinging an arm around his shoulders. "Hey! Don't be sad! They're just taking a quick bath!" He spoke brightly and hummed to himself a little bit. Jyushimatsu's next words had Osomatsu smiling even more. He saw an opportunity for a partner in arms and he was very excited to see someone who was also pleased over what had happened.

"Yeah it was really really good! It was the best ever so it definitely isn't bad!" He spoke sincerely and moved one of his hands to tilt Jyushimatsu's face up towards his. "Listen, not matter what anyone says, no matter what anyone does, you should know that it was good and important and right! We turned into alphas and they turned into omegas for a reason and that reason was clearly so that we could all be together!" He spoke and he actually sounded surprisingly sincere. "We can protect them and make them feel good and keep them close forever and ever! If Karamatsu and Todomatsu changed too then they can be a part of this too!"

Osomatsu stopped speaking for a moment and looked thoughtful. "We should share though...cause we're all brothers! But it will only be allowed between the six of us, no one else is allowed to touch or play, okay? And if you want you have have special first dibs on Ichi but we should make everyone feel good and it wouldn't be fair to be selfish!" Osomatsu definitely had twisted the situation around, he clearly wanted to have all his brothers for himself.

[Oatmeal]

It felt like a painful arrow shot through his heart with little to no hesitation by the archer. Todomatsu's words certainly hurt him. He hadn't meant to make things bad. It was the only way he could have settled his brother down. He hadn't wanted to do it. He had gone through holding himself back to a painful point until he had gotten some kind of relief.

No less what was done was done and couldn't be taken back. They'd done some bad things and it seemed to be bothering them both. Todomatsu was right though. They needed to find suitable partners. Partners who weren't each other. Unfortunately Karamatsu felt that he was not going to have as much success as his other brothers.

 He didn't have many friends, let alone romantic interests, or even a person who would be mildly interested in just sex. He felt like he was going to be the only one having to struggle through this hell that would be his heat. He'd have no one. . .No less he had to support his brothers. He'd have to grit his teeth and do his best for them, bare with it for them as well as himself.

"I'm sure everything will turn out fine." He'd say lowly as they'd continue to walk. As soon as they got to the pharmacy he had the prescription filled out. With pills in hand and Todomatsu by his side he'd lead the way back home, little to his knowledge what was going on at home other then what he'd seen the day prior. They reached the house but Karamatsu was a bit hesitant to enter inside.
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"It's no problem." Choromatsu replied, patting Ichimatsu's head gently. He had seen the obvious panic in his brothers eyes and he couldn't just leave him behind. It was a mess and an overwhelming one at that. Too much to handle for any of them on their own. From what he was seeing Ichimatsu was taking the brunt of it and blaming himself.

"I'm sure you and Jyushimatsu just got carried away. It's no one's fault." Choro tried to comfort while the tub filled. He'd dip his hand under the flowing stream every now and then to make sure the temperature wasn't scolding. He'd then start to strip away his clothes until he was naked, shivering at the feeling of wetness around his lower regions. He really needed to clean off and fast. This was absolutely mortifying.

"I'm not exactly okay, but, nothing hurts so it could be worse." Nothing except his ego that is. "Our idiot older brother knew exactly what he was doing. He's a snake Ichimatsu. You need to watch out for him, understand? He'll bat his eyes and try to tempt you to sleep with him so ignore whatever sweet talk he throws your way." He hated the fact that he fell for it but it happened and he hated the fact it had felt amazingly good. He wanted to scrub it all away. Soon enough the tub was full and ready to clean up in. "Here," he motioned towards it. "You get in first. I'll wash your back for you."
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The sincerity certainly made Jyushimatsu believe his brothers words. "Yeah, if it feels good it can't be bad!" He'd agree, lifting his head with a confident look in his eyes. He'd allow Osomatsu to tilt his head, Jyushi meeting his brothers line of sight with his own while hearing out his explanation on the situation. It made sense, what he was saying. So they could be together and have fun together!

It was definitely something Jyushimatsu could stick by! They had all felt good from it so he didn't see why they shouldn't accept it and enjoy it together. There was no helping what had already been done so there was no use being upset or angry. And they were brothers so they could trust each other and do it comfortably with one another, right? He didn't really see the problem.

He'd find himself agreeing strongly with Osomatsu as he'd continue. "I can definitely protect Ichimatsu nii-san and make him feel good!" His brother had expressed so much during their heated session. Those facial expressions, those noises, the way he held onto him and called his name. Ahh, he couldn't imagine why it was so bad if he could support the other and make them both feel so good. It was a little strange, yeah, but it wasn't terrible!

Besides, Jyushimatsu wanted his nii-san close to him forever. He didn't want Ichimatsu to be scared of him, yet, it almost looked like he was. It was worrisome for Jyushi. Though Jyushimatsu agreed with the majority of what Osomatsu said, he wasn't sure if he could agree with the last bit. Share? Share their brothers?

He'd have to share his Ichimatsu nii-san? Yeah, he'd be able to do the same stuff with the others. . .but. . .Well, he didn't exactly feel to content with the very thought of sharing Ichimatsu. The same feeling he had when Ichimatsu even called out to Karamatsu lingered in his chest when thinking that Oso would be doing it with Ichi. How Ichi would be moaning for him and calling for Osomatsu rather then himself.

He'd have first dibs but he wanted more then that. He wanted Ichimatsu all for himself. He felt, protective. Territorial. He was conflicted on what he should do. "I don't know if I want to do that. Ichimatsu nii-san is important to me and I don't like seeing him wanting other people. But I'll think about it. I'll talk to Ichimatsu nii-san about it too!" He gave a rather serious answer, one that wasn't from his normal wacky self. It meant he meant business in that area.

"If we are sharing does that mean we have sex too, Osomatsu nii-san?" He questioned curiously. "You don't have the same smell as Ichimatsu nii-san or Choromatsu nii-san. Does that mean Alpha's can't play secross with alpha's like alpha's and omega's play secross?" 

(http://myreadingmanga.info/crazypig777-tonkatsu-sex-toys-osomatsu-san-dj-eng/ This was a hella good Osomatsu San doujin and it makes me think of a lot of good ideas for the rp~! )

[Gardenia-mooN]

The minute Todomatsu snapped at his brother he regretted it. Karamatsu was always pathetic when he was insulted and now it was even worse because everything that had happened last night was Totty's fault and not Kara's. He looked like a kicked puppy and the mark the other gave him ached when he saw the other looking so depressed. Todomatsu wanted to be selfish, he wanted to lash out but for some reason he just couldn't. Not with his big brother anyway...

"It will turn out fine...y-you're a little different now that you're an alpha. I'm sure you'll find plenty of Karamatsu girls or boys or whatever. If they don't work then after I hook up with Atcchan I'll set you up with somebody." Todomatsu sounded surprisingly determined. If Karamatsu could turn him into a wet needy mess then he'd certainly be able to do that to another omega too.

Todomatsu had to stop thinking about that though, he had to get Atsushi. The other was the only alpha he knew besides Totoko and he knew Totoko would never fall for any of the Matsuno's even if some of them had turned into omegas. Her standards were too high and he didn't have time to beg for her help. He needed someone who was fast and easy to manipulate who was not his brother.

To Atcchan:

Hi~<3
Let's go out for drinks on Friday, you're treat! ; )
It will be just us, I've got a surprise for you!!! <3 <3 <3

The text was ridiculously cutesy and sweet and almost any of his other friends would see right through it but Atsushi was a little like Karamatsu in that he allowed himself to be manipulated. Even if he didn't want to be Todomatsy's mate, Totty bet he could get the other to collect up some other alphas and then he could use them to burn away the sensation of his brother's hands and mouth on his body. It would have to work...

Totty was so busy thinking that he almost didn't notice that they reached home, he bumped into his big brother's back and let out a small cry. His cheeks instantly turned red and he grabbed the hem of his big brother's shirt. "They can't still be doing it...right?"

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Choromatsu patted his head and Ichimatsu shut his eyes tight. Being treated so kindly always threw him off guard, especially by the serious Choromatsu. "Well thanks...I-I couldn't get away." Honestly a part of him didn't want to get away and another part of him wanted to crawl back. Ichimatsu was a masochist after all, he tried to act all cold and scary but the minute someone pushed him around he unraveled completely.

"It's my fault. He didn't know what we were doing but I did and I let him so it's all my fault." Ichimatsu wouldn't even consider that they both were stuck in a hopeless situation. Jyushimatsu was the pure one, he was the one who didn't even realize the change they were going through, there was no way Ichimatsu would blame him. His eyes darted to his older brother while he stripped and he found himself flushing, the other was sticky in all the same places as him and for some reason that sight kind of got him horny. He really was a pervert, getting excited from seeing his other brother's used up body.

Ichimatsu flinched a little when Choromatsu started speaking again and he ran his fingers through his messy hair. "Well at least we're not hurt...B-but I don't think I'll be able to say no. That feeling of heat, of need, it fills me up and I can't stop it at all." He stood up and moved to the tub, stepping into it obediently when he was told to. "I'm not good like you, I can't control myself." After settling into the tub he reached out and grabbed onto Choromatsu's hand, it was a surprisingly vulnerable gesture but Ichimatsu didn't want to be alone and he felt oddly lonely without someone touching him. "Todomatsu and Karamatsu saw us yesterday too...they know everything, they're probably disgusted." He figured he should tell Choromatsu since the other was currently the only sensible brother in the house.

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Osomatsu wasn't a bad guy, really! He was just selfish. He selfishly wanted to keep all his brothers by his side forever, he selfishly wanted to live in the same house, sleep int he same bed, and eat the same food as them...and now he selfishly wanted to keep his cute omega brothers as his lovers so no one else would ever enjoy them. He spoke to Jyushimatsu and found that the other had the same selfish needs as him, he found an ally!

"That's right, something so good can never be bad! I bet it felt extra good because we're brothers too!" Jyushimatsu understood! As long as they felt good, as long as they were happy then nothing else mattered! They could fuck or love each other and no one else was needed! Honestly them being all together was probably better than any of them finding girlfriends, other people would just complicate things.

Osomatsu smiled when Jyushimatsu spoke and he ended up hugging his little brother lovingly. "You're such a good boy! You'll protect Ichi-chan and Choro-chan too, right? You'll make sure they both don't leave us, right?" Osomatsu didn't want another incident where his brothers tried to move on or grow up, he didn't think he could handle it. He was surprisingly fragile after all, his carefree mask was all that protected him from losing it and trying to chain his precious little brothers to him.

When Jyushimatsu spoke about sharing Osomatsu sort of understood. He didn't want to share his brothers with anyone but sharing between them seemed alright to him. He still obviously wanted Choromatsu to want him the most but beyond that he was okay with Jyushimatsu playing with Choromatsu and he kind of wanted to see how Choromatsu would react to Jyushimatsu touching him.

"Hmm...you make a good point. Would it be okay if we all shared together? Like you would be there with us and you would get to play with someone and we would all be happy playing together? Sort of like baseball? You can't play baseball with just two people, you need a team!" He spoke with a grin and pulled his little brother in closer, he was practically tugging Jyushimatsu onto his lap and he nuzzled their cheeks together. "You think about it more and ask Ichimatsu, I wanna play with both of you."

Honestly Osomatsu hadn't thought about two alphas fucking until Jyushimatsu mentioned it and then he remember all the sexy alphaxalpha porn and a perverted expression overtook his face. "You know what even though we're both alphas I bet we could play secross together! I bet we'd be great at it!" While he spoke his hands slipped along Jyushimatsu's waist and his grin became a bit lewd. "It might even be better if we play secross together too, that way we don't tire out Ichi or Choro!"

While he spoke he made sure to look Jyushimatsu in the eyes and he gave the other a sweet smile. "Would you like that? Would you like to play with me? Nii-san really wants to play with you so I hope you wanna play with Nii-san too." He gave Jyushimatsu a quick kiss on the nose and winked at him. 

(( Oh my gosh! I love it so much! ; o ; It was so sexy and perfect and we definitely have to incorporate some of that stuff into our role play! It is wonderful! Osomatsu will definitely wanna play with all of his precious little brother so that they stay close to him!  >//w//<

Also I've been catching up on your Osomatsu fanfics and they are so good and sad! Long lost brothers and the one focusing on poor Karamatsu were the best. T w T If youd like we can add some more emotional non-smutty stuff to this too.

Honestly I'm happy with bunches of smut and bunches of drama! o w o ))

[Oatmeal]

His brothers encouraging words were appreciated but they didn't help him too much. Even if he was an alpha now he felt like he couldn't compare to those early bloomers. What if no omega wanted him? What if he'd never find a mate? It was a scary thought.

He didn't want to go through that. He almost wished he had stayed a beta so he wouldn't have had to encounter these kinds of problems. But this was how things were going to be from now on. He was an alpha now and he couldn't change that. He was just going to have to deal with it and try his best to gain a suitable mate or something close to it.

Hearing that Todomatsu already had things set up with another person was a bit disheartening. Not only that but he felt something weird inside of him about the situation. What was it? Perhaps a protective feeling? A territorial one? They hadn't exactly mated but they had been intimate and he had left his mark. He supposed this feeling was what all alpha's felt after doing things like that to an omega.

"Be careful." He told Todomatsu in a warning tone. "You call me if anything happens. I know that what we did. . .it does make things awkward and I apologize about it. But I am still your brother. I am your support. If you need me I shall be there for you, understand?" He didn't want Todomatsu thinking things changed because of that one moment. He would still be there for him no matter what. Being in front of the door of their home was something he was a little unprepared for. His hand was on the knob and he felt his heart racing, his head going a mile a minute.

Were they still at it? "I. . .I don't know." He said lowly. There was only one way to find out though. He opened the door, carefully entering at his own risk. The second son made his way in stealthy, hearing noises coming from the living room. He was cautious as he went up to the sliding door, peeking through the crack between door and frame.
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Of course he would protect them! "I have tons of muscle to protect everyone!" He'd cheer happily as he'd hug Osomatsu back. He was so glad his elder brother was accepting of these things rather then scorning him. He felt like Choromatsu would definitely scold him once he was out and he didn't want that. He had fun and it didn't hurt anybody!

Ichimatsu seemed to have fun too for the most part. How could something fun like that be horrible? Why was Choromatsu so against it? He wouldn't understand. But what he did understand was that he was supported and that he would definitely keep things fun and keep them together! As Osomatsu continued on and explained how this sharing could work he was a bit more in agreement with it then he had been prior.

Handing his nii-san over was one thing but sharing together was different. "I don't mind that!" He'd say with a big smile. "It'll be fun to do it all together!" That way he'd be able to keep an eye on his brothers too. It made a little more sense now that he saw it like a baseball team with players too. "We'll be the best secross team, haha!" He'd chime with glee. He didn't think Ichimatsu would hate it. After all, he'd been so eager to do it before, even if he did seem sort of weird afterwards. Maybe if he talked to him about it he'd be more interested. Maybe if Osomatsu explained it in a way he explained it to him then Ichimatsu wouldn't be as weird about it! He'd help explain it too!

He'd nuzzle his cheek back against Osomatsu's, listening as his elder brother went on about more secross, this time between the two of them. As he'd go on about it, how great it would be and how it would be beneficial so the others wouldn't get tired, he'd feel that warmth from before start to build up again. The hand tracing down his waist only sparked more fuel to the slow growing fire, Jyushimatsu's cheeks flushing a light pink. His eyes held a flare of eagerness and excitement, wanting to experience this and give his body that good feeling again, even if it was in a whole different way.

"I want to, I want to!" He'd chant excitedly.

"Jyushimatsu!"

The excitement however came to a halt as his name was called out. It was Karamatsu. The blue hooded brother had thrown the sliding door open, a look of displeasure on his face. Anger even.

"Ah, Karamatsu nii-san!" Jyushi smiled big, waving to him. "Did you wanna secross too?"

"No, Jyushimatsu." The second son stepped inside a little further, a serious look on his face. "You can't do that. That, it isn't right."

"W. . what?" Jyshimatsu tilted his head in confusion. "But it was fun. . .And it felt good!"

"Jyushimatsu, Ichimatsu and Osomatsu are your brothers. You should do that with someone else who you can become mates with. Being your brothers mate isn't natural."

Jyushimatsu wore a face of confusion. Not natural? Not right? He didn't understand. His brows knitted together sullenly, looking back to Osomatsu for help. "It's not bad. . .right?" He wanted to confirm.

"Osomatsu." Karamatsu leered at the eldest. "Tell him. You know it's wrong. The right thing to do would be to let them freely experience their heats with someone else who they can have a chance at becoming mates with. We aren't beta's anymore. We actually have a chance to go higher on the scale. Don't you want what's good for them?"
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He wished he could do the same as Ichimatsu. He wished he could admit that he too wasn't as good as he would have liked to be. He couldn't accept it though like his younger brother did. He couldn't accept the fact that he enjoyed it or that it had brought him any pleasure. He couldn't admit that half way through it he had been egging his elder brother on, moving his hips with his thrusts and sloppily kissing him.

 He wanted to be above that and so he was lying to himself as well as his brothers, even though he was no better then them. He was a bit reluctant to do so at first but soon enough he got into the tub with Ichimatsu, their hands connected. He wasn't as good as his brother thought. He couldn't tell him that though. If he too was as enticed as before he might jump at the chance.

He'd have to find some way to keep from that. "We can help each other, Ichimatsu." He started. "Since we aren't beta's any more and we go through heats we'll need suppressants. It'll help us resist our urges. From the way things are looking we might need a high dosage, our idiot brothers too." Especially Osomatsu. That guy needed more then just suppressants, he needed a shock collar or a chastity belt or something! "I don't think they're disgusted. I think they might be confused but I also think they might have gone through the same thing as us." He theorized.

The third son reached over, taking a rag and lathering it in soap. "Here, turn around, I'll clean your back." He'd instruct his brother. "But anyways, so long as we stay on a high dosage suppressant, keep ourselves in check and support one another we should do fine. I think it'd be good for us to look for mates at this point, or at least someone who can help us through our heats ,just in case, so we don't attack each other. We can try and look together if you want?"

[Gardenia-mooN]

Todomatsu could feel that Karamatsu didn't believe him and it stung. His big brother always acted so overconfident and painful that it was easy to ignore that he had all the same insecurities as them. Seeing that the other wasn't the silly confident jerk he pretended to be hurt Todomatsu.

"Geez, Nii-san! You're always talking about your Karamtsu girls, have some faith!" Honestly just talking about them made Todomatsu feel sick. The idea of anyone being a fan of his brother, of taking his attention away from him made him ill with jealousy. What was wrong with him? How could he feel jealous of Karamatsu's imaginary fans? It was pathetic!

Karamatsu's warning words made Todomatsu feel kind of giddy, he wanted to smile or laugh. The other was feeling protective of him, maybe he didn't even want him to find a mate. That knowledge pleased Todomatsu and his pleasure disgusted him. He had to stop feeling what he was feeling! Getting jealous at the idea of Karamatsu finding someone, being happy over Karamatsu being jealous...it was too gross for words! It wasn't normal, it wasn't alright!

"Listen I want something to happen. It has to or else we'll continue to do fucked up shit and I will want you to do it Nii-san." Todomatsu spoke with a serious frown and looked his big brother in the eyes. "I know you'll always be there for me. I know but I can't keep relying on you o-or any of the others, it is no good. I'm not a baby anymore!" Totty snapped a little bit, his voice developing its usual adorable whine. For someone who claimed not to be a baby anymore he certainly whined a lot, and of course his behavior from the night before clearly proved that he still needed his brother quite a bit.

They reached their home and Todomatsu was unable to keep talking about what an adult he was. Just staring at the door made him remember the scenes from yesterday and he felt sick with nervousness. What if they entered and Jyushi and Ichi were still fucking? It wasn't fair! His big brother opened the door and Todomatsu ended up clinging to him again, gripping the back of his shirt and sticking close while they entered the house.

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"Mmm, you certainly do!" Osomatsu moaned a little bit when Jyushimatsu mentioned his muscles. Out of all of them Jyushimatsu probably had the most muscles, Karamatsu was probably second, and though Osomatsu was on the softer side he was still pretty strong and he knew how to throw his weight around. Like now, for instance, where he jostled Jyushi into his lap for a possessive hug.

Jyushimatsu was hugging him back and was responding so well, it really made Osomatsu want to play with him too. The oldest brother wanted all of his brothers for himself, he was selfish that way but he also still cared enough for his brothers that he wanted them to want him back and to enjoy it too. Jyushimatsu's eagerness only worked to turn him on more and worked to make him want to play all sort of perverted games with the other.

"You don't? Good! We can all play together in the futon or on the couch or anywhere we'd like!" He bet Jyushimatsu wouldn't be nearly as shy as Choromatsu and that he would even let him play out in public with him. The thought had Osomatsu's dick twitching. "We'll definitely be the best but we'll have to practice lots and lots with one another." Osomatsu murmured affectionately and ended up touching the other with a bit more purpose, his hands moved low and slipped up under Jyushimatsu's top. When the other started to cheer about how he wanted to play too, Osomatsu couldn't resist leaning in and pressing a quick kiss to his neck. The thought of topping another alpha made his heat start to build up again.

Sadly his other brothers had to pop in and ruin his fun. The sight of Karamatsu looking so angry and shocked really annoyed Osomatsu. It moved from annoyance to anger when he saw and smelled Todomatsu, the other was clearly an omega too and Karamatsu's scent was all over him! The second oldest brother was being a hypocrite and Osomatsu certainly wasn't going to take that laying down. He glared right back at the other and his expression turned sulky and petulant. "Why don't you shut you're yap about stuff you clearly know nothing about? Jyushi and me can do whatever we want."

While Osomatsu spoke Todomatsu came into the room fully and his jealousy immediately flared again. The brother he was closest with was Karamatsu but Jyushimatsu also had a special place in his heart too, all of his brothers were his favorite in different ways, after all. The sight of the other without pants on, settling on Osomatsu's lap made him frantic.

"N-nii-san! You're being terrible!" He cried out and rushed forward, hugging Jyushimatsu around his head and shoulder before pulling him back and falling flat on his butt. "You can't listen to a thing Oso-nii or Ichi-nii says, alright Jyushi-nii? The-they are just naughty seducers!"

Osomatsu growled when Todomatsu pulled Jyushimatsu away from him but then he figured it was a good thing because it allowed him to stand up and confront the second brother. "Why do you suddenly get to judge everything, Kara-chan? When did you grow some balls? Was it when you were playing the same games with Totty in a love hotel? Don't think you can act all high and mighty just because we didn't catch you doing it, I can certainly smell what you did to our baby brother."

Todomatsu flushed red at that and continued to hug Jyushimatsu even though he was on the floor. "It-it wasn't like that, Nii-san! You don't know anything about what we did!"

Osomatsu snorted and shook his head before turning to smile back at Jyushimatsu. "It isn't bad at all, don't let them make you think that Jyushi. You judge for yourself. If something made you feel that good and made Ichi feel good and even made you both happy then how could it be bad?"

His attention shifted back to Karamatsu after he spoke to his excitable brother. "You're right we have gone higher, we can do what we want now and I didn't force Choromatsu to want me and I certainly didn't force Jyushimatsu to play with me either. I want what's good for all of us and what's good for all of us is sticking together and doing what feels good. We weren't normal before changing so why should we try to fit some stupid mold society made? I love my brothers, I wouldn't turn one of you away because I want you all to feel good." Osomatsi spoke with his usual easygoing grin but his eyes were surprisingly intense.

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It was funny, for all his posturing Ichimatsu tended to be the most vulnerable of the brothers. The truth was simply that he admired all of them far more than he could ever say and Choromatsu, who was clearly the closest to getting a job and becoming an actual adult, was probably the one who made him feel the worse when he compared himself to the other. It was funny, this heat was actually bringing them together in a weird way.

The other came into the bath with him, he held hands with him, and Ichimatsu felt better. Choromatsu wasn't disgusted. He had been through the same thing and he was still so strong and determined, he really was amazing. Ichimatsu ended up shifting in the tub so that he could get even closer to his brother and he blinked back at him with a dull slightly uncertain expression. He did want to help his brother out but all that work was intimidating.

"I agree we need that stuff...but I heard it can have nasty side effects." Suppressants could be especially hard on people who had depression or anxiety since it rewrote chemicals in your brain and body to make you believe you weren't in heat. Since Ichimatsu wasn't the most well balanced person as it was there was a very real chance that the suppressants would do more harm than good. He wouldn't fight taking them though, Ichimatsu was surprisingly easy to push around when it came to certain things. When Choromatsu comforted him he ended up giving the other a small pessimistic smile. "You think? I hope...but I'm pretty sure Totty is gonna kill me for perverting Jyushimatsu..."

Ichimatsu did as he was told and turned away from his brother but he made sure to wiggle his way back against the other so that he was settled between Choromatsu's legs. The other male's words made a small dark burst of laughter fall from his lips. "I don't think anyone else in this world is stupid enough to be attracted to me...J-jyushi only was because of the heat. I can help you find someone, I guess...Totoko-chan's an alpha and I bet if we begged hard enough she would take you, Nii-san, you're smart and you're always helping her out so I'm sure she would like you now." Ichimatsu actually believed in his brothers far more than he believed in himself. He wanted Choromatsu to get what he wanted, the other deserved to be happy.

[Oatmeal]

Karamatsu could see that this wasn't going to be an easy battle. No, his older brother was intent on getting his way and he could bet everything he had that he would do and say whatever he could to win. None the less Karamatsu wasn't backing down. Before this he probably would have but now he couldn't. He was confident, braver, and he wasn't going to let Osomatsu walk all over him, let alone anyone else for that matter!

"Todomatsu and I did do some things, yes. I hate to say it but that is what happened. But I didn't mean it and I know that it was wrong. I can at least recognize my error, reflect on it and know to better myself because of my mistake rather then lazily go with the flow like you." He snapped. "We need to do better then taking advantage over each other out of convenience during our heats. We need to go out into the world and find mates and be proper alpha's rather then what we are doing right now. It'll be difficult but I know we can do it." He lifted the bag with the medication in it, showing it to Osomatsu.

"We need to also start taking these suppressants. It will help us keep on track." Karamatsu turned his gaze over to Jyushi who was looking back and forth at his elder brothers, and Totty, with confusion. "Jyushimatsu," Karamatsu began. He gained the others attention almost instantly, though his expression was one of nervousness. "you have to understand that you can't do that with your brother. It's wrong. This medication, it'll help keep you from doing horrible things. We'll all take it and it's safe so it's fine to use."

Jyushimatsu wasn't sure what to do. He felt particularly bad because of the mixed answers he was getting from everyone, as well as the reactions. One side was telling him it was wrong yet the other was encouraging him to try and do more. His head was spinning, the fifth son finding his whole world turning upside down. Good or bad?

Right or wrong? He wasn't sure what the correct answer was. He wanted to be happy and have fun withe everyone and make everyone else happy but he knew that if he picked one over the other then someone was bound to not be happy. He held his head in his hands, shaking it in frustration. The majority of his brothers were telling him this was bad. Osomatsu was telling him it was fine!

 Then there was Ichimatsu. He could remember the look on his face. How eager he was to escape him. He didn't want his brothers to think he was horrible. He didn't want to be scolded. And more then anything, he didn't want Ichimatsu to run away from him. He hugged Todomatsu, hiding his face in the others shoulder. "I'm sorry." He apologized. "I won't be terrible again, I promise." So long as they looked at him and acted towards him like they used to then he'd hold himself back and even take those pills.

Karamatsu smiled to his younger brother, glad he made the right decision. He got down onto one knee in front of the two, taking out the pill bottle. "This is called a suppressant, Jyushimatsu. It will keep those feelings settled down is all. It won't hurt you." He opened the cap, shaking 2 of the tablets out onto his hand. It was better to try and fight it now then later.

Though Jyushimatsu was hesitant he knew this was the only way. He swiped the pills, taking them in one go with a big gulp. "I'll be okay now, right?" He questioned with concern, looking now at Todomatsu. In the back of his mind though he was a bit worried for Osomatsu. His elder brother was a stubborn one and he knew he wouldn't be happy with any of this.
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"Hmm, you're right." Choromatsu agreed as he got to work on his brothers back. For certain people like Ichimatsu it could be detrimental to their mental and emotional health. "We'll go to the doctor then and see if they can't prescribe a special kind of suppressant. There must be some kind, or at least an alternative, in order to help. They have shots as well but we'll have to do some research on them before rushing into it." He had heard shots were more effective then the pills so he'd most likely take to the shot. He trained his eyes to a certain area on Ichimatsu's back. It wasn't necessarily on his back but he could see a mark around his neck.

A bite mark. His own throbbed at the sight of it, unable to shake the fact that the two of them had done things with their brothers. It was eerie. He wished he could wash his away. He wished he could have been able to truthfully say he didn't want it and hat he wouldn't want it again. Hopefully the shot would help him never want it and show him these feelings were just because of his heat. He finished up washing Ichimatsu's back, putting some thought into finding a mate.

Totoko? "Heh, well maybe if we beg hard enough." He sighed. "She's pretty picky and she likes people who will make her look good. None of us are exactly her type." As unfortunate as it was it was true. He was certain she'd never want one of them draped around her arm in fear of looking bad in the public eye. "Even if it's not Totoko I think we'll be able to find someone. There's a service not too far from here who does matching for people like us, people who are having difficult times finding mates. We can even try there." He wanted to stay optimistic. There had to be some way for them to be normal, at least with this if not anything else.

"If we sit down and talk things out I think we'll be fine. We're brothers after all. We have to support each other no matter what because in the end we're all we have. No matter what Jyushimatsu will be there for you and so will Todomatsu and myself and even the other two. They can only be mad for so long."

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Osomatsu would be lying if he said this wasn't pissing him off. This was just like when all his brothers abandoned him before, all leaving the house and trying to get normal jobs and lives. Pathetic. It was so pathetic whenever they tried to leave him and he hated it. He hated it but this time he felt as though he were invincible. He wasn't going to throw a temper tantrum this time, instead he was going to do something much more fun.

"Hahaha~ I guess you really are a good guy, huh Karamatsu? I must be a real piece of garbage, I guess that's what you're saying. Are you saying that your big brother's a bad guy? Huh?" He spoke with a wicked smirk and his eyes flashed dangerously. Osomatsu acted like an idiot but he was pretty conniving and intelligent when he needed to be. He sauntered over to Karamatsu and lazily draped his arms over the other male's shoulders. "You sure do like acting like you're the big brother all of a sudden. Do you want the job? Hmm? How 'bout I let you have it, let's see how good your little plan works, I don't mind waiting for what's mine but I'm not gonna take your shitty suppressants."

Osomatsu spoke with his usual cheerful grin but his tone was serious. "Go on, go and find mates if you want them. See how much you can resist claiming Totty the whole way after just taking a bite." While he spoke his fingers locked behind Karamatsu's neck and he leaned in until their lips were almost touching. "Don't worry little brother, even if you can't resist I promise I'll always welcome you with open arms. Even if you're an alpha, even if you've got that painful personality, I'll still accept you as my cute little brother." He sealed the promise with a quick kiss and backed away and let go laughing.

Todomatsu couldn't stop gaping at his older brothers. Honestly he tended to copy Osomatsu without thinking most of the time, he loved all his brothers and that included the wicked eldest brother. Seeing the other make those claims so boldly was both frightening and arousing and that arousal made poor Totty feel another wave of shame. Something was seriously wrong with them!

He did his best to ignore Osomatsu even though that kiss had him blushing and inwardly freaking out with a mix of jealousy and need. Instead Totty focused on Jyushimatsu, who at least seemed a little bit more receptive. The other looked confused and genuinely upset and it made Todomatsu worry for him and stick close to him, reaching out to rub at his back and give him a small comforting smile.

When Jyushimatsu hugged him Totty couldn't help but let out a small pleased moan that turned into a frustrated whimper. He could smell the alpha scent so strongly in this room and he could also smell Ichimatsu on Jyushimatsu. He wanted to be covered with all his big brother's scent! The lewd desire filled him up but then he shook it off and focused on squeezing his excitable brother tight and giving him a strained grin. "Y-you're a good boy Jyushi-nii! I promise this is for the best, e-everyone will be happier this way e-especially the omegas!"

When Karamatsu bent down and showed off the pills Todomatsu shakily loosened his hold on Jyushimatsu. Watching the other take the suppressants made him happy and sad. "You'll definitely be alright! This is for the best! We'll be so much happier now and we'll find you a great mate, a nice omega for you to play secross with, someone not related who will be so happy to have you!" While he spoke his cheeks flushed pinker and pinker and his fingers curled against Jyushimatsu's sleeves. Todomatsu hadn't exactly taken the suppressants, he had been in such a hurry to get out of the hotel before that he had forgotten.

Osomatsu watched everything with a cynical smile. "Hmm, yeah you guys will last a week tops without needing to be fucked. Don't worry, your Onii-san will happily take care of anyone who actually wants to be happy." He spoke cheerfully and settled back into his usual spot on the sofa. There was no reason to fight, his brothers were definitely going to crumble under the strain of their own desire and he would be there to catch every single one of them.

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Ichimatsu felt the cloth against his back and Choromatsu's fingers kneading through the rough wet fabric and he ended up mewling out again. The sensation of having his back rubbed and washed never aroused him before but he felt so sensitive now that his cock started to twitch between his legs. It was such a shock that he almost couldn't respond to his big brother's sensible words and when he did respond his voice was hoarse and surprisingly needy. "Ahn...yeah m-might need sumthing...different nnnn~" He whined and trembled while his brother washed him. Late bloomers often had more intense heats and the symptoms of their kind were more pronounced, it wouldn't be easy for any of the brothers.

Ichimatsu could feel the other male's eyes on his mark and that made it throb, the washcloth brushed against it slightly and Ichimatsu cried out and his cock swelled to full hardness between his legs. His face was beet red at that point and he whined and curled his knees to his chest. There was no way he could handle this! He wanted to go back to being a beta, back to when he wasn't so sensitive that even the smallest touches got him too aroused to think or even speak properly.

He choked a little when Choromatsu spoke but was able to stutter out a reply. "Y-you can make her look good, y-you're smart and you-you manage her sometimes, right?" Totoko might not show them off publicly but she was such a domineering alpha that she might honestly take one of them just for the fun of fucking them in private. "A matchmaker?" Ichimatsu blinked at the thought and remembered their many visits to the temp-job office. He felt like working with a matchmaker would have a similar result, at least for him it would...but he felt like Choromatsu would be a bit luckier. Choromatsu was pretty cute and shy sometimes and that was attractive to alphas.

"R-right...we're brothers, brothers..." Ichimatsu repeated that in his head over and over but it didn't calm him down at all. "C-can you turn around? I'll wash you're back too." Hopefully he cock would soften by the time he finished and Choromatsu wouldn't notice that he had gotten aroused from a simple back rub.

[Oatmeal]

Karamatsu absolutely couldn't believe how the eldest was acting. Was this how it was going to be from now on? Especially without the suppressants it was going to be difficult for Osomatsu. Didn't he know that? The second eldest backed away, wiping his lips from the spontaneous kiss Oso had bestowed on him before glaring at the other.

He looked to the bottle in his hand, shaking out two and then swallowing them for himself. "We aren't your toys to play with. You should respect us and believe in us like an elder brother should rather then encourage these scandalous acts. I never said I thought you were a bad guy, brother. I just think you are making bad decisions. You can wait all you want but we aren't going to let you have your way. If you keep waiting without suppressants instead of actively looking for a mate you'll end up pent up with frustration and no one to relieve yourself with. None of us are going to cater to your needs and if we keep at this then none of us will rely on each other for those things either. Trust in me, things will turn out fine."

If he had to act as the responsible elder brother then he would! His younger siblings needed someone who would show them the right way and if Osomatsu wasn't going to be that someone then he would definitely take charge! He wasn't the best role model, however, but he was going to try. Once again he shook the bottle of suppressants and handed some off to Todomatsu. He saw he wasn't exactly looking all that great so he figured he was going to need some. "Are you alright, Jyushimatsu?" He questioned, curious if the pill was taking effect.

Jyushimatsu wasn't sure. His mind felt a bit blurry and the world was starting to slow down around him. He gave a shrug as he began to fix his clothes, putting his sweater on properly to cover his upper half. "Totty," he started. "I gotta put my pants on. . ." His tone was starting to become slowed rather then it's usual energetic chime.

He didn't know what to make of this but he felt like he was slowly becoming something different then himself. It was strange. Kind of scary. "Are you okay, Totty? You don't look good. . ." He'd point out.
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Ichimatsu was right in a way. He was sure Totoko would get a kick out of destroying one of them sexually as an alpha to omega. But there were plenty of other options out there for her. He helped her a lot, yes, but that didn't mean she owed him anything. If she did do it she would for her own selfish pleasure. That wasn't terrible but he would rather find a mate then go so low as to just settle like that.

The match making service would be more beneficial and until he found someone suitable he'd just stick to taking suppressants and shots. "I suppose I can try both, Totoko being the default option, and see where I land." He'd reply with a shrug. When asked to turn around so Ichimatsu could do the same for him he did it, carefully positioning his back facing Ichimatsu. His body was still simmering from his heat and he knew he'd be a little sensitive here and there, but, he trusted Ichimatsu. "N-Not too low on my back please. It's still. . .you know. . ." He'd say with his face turning a bit pink from embarrassment.

"I can wash down there myself." Having someone help him wash was what got him into this mess in the first place. He didn't need it happening again.

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Osomatsu just waved his hand from his place on the couch when the other kept on lecturing him. There was no way he was going to change his ways and there was also no way that his brothers would go through with their plans. If they couldn't even get jobs or dates then there was no way that any of them would be able to find actual mates, the idea was almost laughable.

"Eh? Did I say you were toys? I said you were all my adorable little brothers and that I would be happy to play with you, pamper you, fuck you, and do whatever possible to make you happy." Osomatsu tilted his head to smirk at Karamatsu. "I can wait a really long time and I don't mind being frustrated, it will only make victory all the sweeter." He was starting to fantasize about his brothers begging for his cock with tears in their eyes. "You can play at being the big brother Karamatsu, don't worry, I won't hold it against you. When you fail I'll make sure to comfort you in all kinds of fun ways too." He purred the words, allowing a little bit of his alpha energy to seep out while he spoke to his brother. Osomatsu was confident in himself, confident in the relationship they all had together.

Todomatsu whined when Osomatsu purred out like that and he ended up eagerly snatching up the suppressants handed to him. He swallowed them down while his body trembled with the beginnings of his heat once more. Being around too many alphas could often put an omega in heat and the same thing was true of an alpha being around too many omegas. His whole body was shaking and his stomach cramped up again as the suppressants and his body's needs fought one another. It made him flush and break out into a slight sweat, Totty bit his lower lip and tried not to focus on the disgusting feelings the suppressants gave him.

When Jyushimatsu spoke Totty yelped and let go of the other, scrambling and backing away from his brother. "I-I'm sorry!" The sight of the other naked from the waist down still flustered him but what was more upsetting was the way Jyushi was speaking and looking. It wasn't normal of right. The other was speaking calmly for once, his words were slow and his sentences coherent, it wasn't normal for their Jyushi at all.

Jyushi's calm question had Todomatsu blushing more and looking off to the side in a shamed fashion. "I'm fine. I-I just took the suppressants so I'll be fine. How are you? Do you feel alright?" Todomatsu looked between Jyushi and Kara with a worried frown. Osomatsu glanced up from his spot and glared at them, reason number one why he refused the suppressants was happening to Jyushi and it pissed him off. His little brothers would learn eventually though, and that comforted him.

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Being around Choromatsu both calmed him down and riled him up. His big brother seemed so uncertain even though he was saying all of the right things. His touches were pretty much the same as they always were too yet somehow they were spiked with something more and that something made poor Ichimatsu horny again. Luckily Choromatsu didn't notice and just turned away from him, it made Ichimatsu sigh in relief while he shifted to grab the cloth and prep it for the other.

He started to gently scrub at the other male's upper back and he chuckled at Choromatsu's words. "It would be kind of cool if you ended up with her..." Honestly she was sort of Ichimatsu's type too, a sadist who took pleasure in topping and breaking boys down. He wasn't confident enough to go for her though and honestly he was still amazed that his little brother had been attracted to him enough to fuck him. His hands gently worked across Choromatsu's back and when the other spoke he flinched. "D-don't worry, I understand...I-I wasn't going there." He pushed his hands and the cloth up to reassure the other that he wasn't like Osomatsu and his fingers accidentally rubbed at Choromatsu's mark.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to touch there...really." Ichimatsu babbled and pushed his hands lower, suddenly feeling nervous and uncertain of how to proceed with the other male. 

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Karamatsu too was worried seeing the sudden change in personality. "My little Jyushimatsu. . ." He hadn't done too much research on the effects of suppressants. Since they were late bloomers he remembered the doctor saying that their heats would be intense so he prescribed a rather potent suppressant. He however didn't know of the effects that came with it other then calming down a heat. Perhaps it effected certain people different ways.

Maybe it wasn't just calming down Jyushimatsu's heat. . . He'd watch as his younger brother stood, carefully pulling his pants back on and then sitting down with a worn expression on his face. "I'm okay. Just tired." Usually he wasn't tired like this during this time of the day. Usually he was always energetic and eager to do something. But now he was simply settled in front of the couch on the floor, remote in hand in order to turn on the TV and watch something. He was quiet. It was strange.

"Are you sure?" Karamatsu questioned, receiving a silent nod in reply from Jyushi. Well, it couldn't be helped. It didn't look like it was hurting him and he wasn't getting into trouble so that was what mattered. "Todomatsu," Karamatsu turned his attention back to his youngest brother. "Perhaps you should relax here with these two, make sure nothing happens and let the suppressant kick in. I'm going to go check on Choromatsu and Ichimatsu." He didn't necessarily want to leave their side but he had to. He trusted that Todomatsu would take care of Jyushi and wouldn't let Oso have his way.

With that said the second son started to go through the house in search of his other two brothers. Besides, he really had to get away from Osomatsu. The smell wafting off him was irritating him beyond reason. He didn't want to start a war with him and to keep from doing that he needed some time away.
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Choromatsu bit his bottom lip as the rag drew across his back, Ichimatsu's hands rubbing it in the places that most needed cleaning. He was definitely still sensitive and his body was aching for more then just these simple touches. He could remember back to how thorough Osomatsu had cleaned him. How passionate his touches were when things became more heated. He touched all the right places and it had been amazing. Thinking back and comparing then to now made Choromatsu grow hotter, his lower half reacting. The third son had to take a moment to think about something boring in order to regain his composure.

He couldn't allow himself to get a hard on now of all times, especially while thinking of Osomatsu! He just couldn't let that happen! Unfortunately the mark being grazed only set his body off more. He bit his bottom lip, a small whimper leaving him as he'd draw back slightly from Ichimatsu. He trusted that the other hadn't meant it so he shook his hand to show it was fine. "D-Don't worry, I'm okay. . ." He'd breath out, taking in deep breaths to calm down. It was difficult to keep control and even more so difficult with such a newly sensitive body that was spiraling out of wack.

Before he could respond any further a knock came to the bathroom door.

"Choromatsu? Ichimatsu?"

It was Karamatsu!

"Are you two in there? Is everything okay?" The second son questioned.

Choromatsu was frozen, uncertain exactly how to respond. "Uhm. . .W-We're fine. Just, can you give us a minute?" Choro could smell him from his place, the heavy scent of an alpha. Ah, this wasn't helping either!

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Osomatsu's lips curled in disgust. Karamatsu didn't even know how those pills would effect them, Osomatsu didn't know the specifics either but he had heard there were side effects and that was enough to turn him off. Now poor Jyushimatsu was acting so strange and it made him feel a mixture of annoyance at his brothers' stubbornness and triumph because he was right. "Great job "Big Bro Kara" keep up the great work taking care of everyone." He snidely threw in his two cents while his little brothers panicked.

Todomatsu shot Osomatsu a glare but then his gaze turned back to Jyushimatsu and became seriously worried. The other wasn't acting normal at all! This wasn't good! Watching him calmly and quietly settle in front of the couch and turn on the television was oddly chilling and poor Todomatsu felt the urge to start crying. His stomach was still cramping up and he remained curled in the same position. "Y-you're really really sure? You don't feel any pain or-or discomfort or anything?" What is this was permanent? What if they fucked up Jyushimatsu?

Panic started to roar inside of him until Karamatsu spoke, Totty turned his head sharply to look at the other and when he spoke Totty nodded a bit too fast. "Right. Right. I'll just stay here. It will be okay..." He spoke and his voice only grew softer and softer. It was clear he didn't believe his own words. Totty crawled over to his big brother and settled beside him on the floor, pressing the sides of their bodies together and sighing softly. His arm still wrapped firmly around his waist but the cramping seemed to lighten when he was touching Jyushimatsu, maybe it was an alpha thing or maybe it was just a heat thing.

Osomatsu stayed sprawled out on the couch but his hand moved to ruffle Jyushimatsu's hair. "Do you feel anything Jyushi? Any emotions? Do you feel happy or good?" He spoke with a serious frown and even though Totty glared at him for talking the younger brother stayed silent because he wanted to know the answer too. Jyushi wasn't Jyushi if he wasn't feeling something and it was unnerving to both of them.

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Ichimatsu thought that washing his brother would get his mind off of his own arousal but it only made it worse. The gentle shuddering of Choromatsu's shoulders, the way his back arched slightly into certain touches, it was all so sensual and surprisingly lewd. Ichimatsu's cock started to throb while he scrubbed and worked his hands over his big brother's flesh. He whined a little but whenever Choromatsu made any noise and when he grazed the mark he felt a shock of pleasure as the way Choromatsu's entire body reacted and at the way he made that surprisingly needy little sound. "S-sorry, sorry, sorry..." He kept muttering to the other, his hands pulled away so he didn't accidentally do anything again.

The knock almost had Ichimatsu jumping out of his skin and he jerked so hard from surprise that water sloshed out of the side of the tub. It was Karamatsu, the scent of an alpha flooded the bathroom from the other just being near it and poor Ichimatsu let out a low needy groan. This wasn't good, all their talking and hard work would be ruined if any of the alphas came near them. He knew he was doomed.

Karamatsu's question had Ichimatsu letting out a cold short bark of laughter.

"G-go away Shittymatsu!" He snapped at the door, his tone angry and low, like the hissing of a cat. Ichimatsu sounded angry but his expression was frantic and vulnerable and also quite clearly aroused. The poor guy just couldn't make himself go soft.

Ichimatsu's fingers slipped to Choromatsu's arms and he gripped them lightly. "I'm hard." He spoke the words bluntly but if Choromatsu turned around he would see just how frantic Ichimatsu was. Sure they had all seen each other masturbate before but catching them having sex yesterday made Ichi feel a new level of shame and consideration for his brothers' presences. He didn't want Choromatsu to know that being washed made him hard but he really really didn't want Karamatsu to notice it. His embarrassing actions from the day before kept flashing in his head and he was desperate to not repeat them.

[Oatmeal]

What? Were they talking to them? He was being asked questions. For some reason he hadn't noticed until he felt the ruffling of his hair. Everything was slow now.

 The world around him felt like it was spinning in slow motion and his brain was only catching half of what was going on because he was dazing in and out, unable to properly focus on all the things around him. It was scary. He never felt like this before. He was used to being energized and hyper and . . .this wasn't him. He was still.

 Dulled down. Seemingly tired. The cheerful smile was flat and neutral and the cheerful spark in his eyes was hardly shinning. He didn't feel the things he was feeling before though, the heat and need to be touched and touch, so he supposed that meant the suppressants were working.

Was he in pain? Hurt? "No." he replied lowly and bluntly. What he was feeling? Ah, he had to think about that one. When he searched for the answer it was difficult to find because he couldn't necessarily pinpoint what he was feeling, or rather, what was there or wasn't there to feel.

"I don't know." He said truthfully. "I feel tired. I want to take a nap." The fifth son stood carefully from his spot, sluggishly walking out of the living room and to their shared bedroom, unfolding the futon to go to sleep. Tired. So tired.
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Karamatsu was taken a back by the snappy reply he gained for Ichimatsu. Choromatsu sounded particularly fine but Ichimatsu? As always he wasn't one to throw kind words at him, even in such tense circumstances in which they needed to work together. No less they sounded alright. He supposed it was best not to disturb them.

"Alright," Karamatsu replied. "once the two of you are finished inside however I need you both to come to the living-room and meet me. I've brought with me suppressants for us to use in order to get better! Things will be alright and we shall go back to normal." With that said he bid the two fare well for now and made his way back down to the living-room where he found his youngest and eldest brother seated on the couch. But there was no Jyushimatsu. Karamatsu rose a concerned brow, looking around with a bit of worry. "Where has he gone to?" He questioned.
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Choromatsu paused, freezing in place as Ichimatsu grabbed his arms. The others hands were cold but they felt warm on his skin. Maybe it was that the skin to skin contact was warm in general. This was bad. Especially when he heard the others panicked words of being hard.

 Definitely bad. He didn't want to run away though. He couldn't. This was his younger brother, his brother who needed his help. Choromatsu didn't make an attempt to move or turn around.

Instead he took a few breaths, trying to settle down in order to devise a plan. He was hard. Okay. He really didn't wanna know how or why he got that way. He needed to know however how to make it stop. "Is there any way to help you calm down that doesn't involve. . . .touching you?" He questioned.

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Osomatsu and Todomatsu both grew more and more worried as Jyushimatsu seemed to not hear them at all. Osomatsu started to grit his teeth and look genuinely anger and Todomatsu's eyes started to swell with nervous tears.

Todomatsu ended up reaching out and lightly taking hold of Jyushimatsu's hand to try and get the other to focus and notice their questions. Sure Jyushimatsu normally had issues focusing but this was worse somehow, it was like he didn't even know what was happening and it scared Todomatsu. When the other started speaking with that dull expression Todomatsu jumped a little bit.

"Oh god..." Todomatsu mumbled the words, suddenly feeling immensely guilty. He didn't want to fuck his brothers, he didn't want to be a pervert, but he would trade all that to get Jyushimatsu back. This was horrifying, this was all wrong. "Y-you feel tired? Well you can take a nap, it is okay. It will be okay."

Jyushimatsu got up and slowly meandered back to their bedroom and poor Totty gasped and looked back up at his big brother who was looking angrier by the moment. "It will be okay...right?" His eyes were still shiny with tears and his expression was poignant mixture of hope and fear.

Osomatsu glared down at Todomatsu and then sighed, running his fingers through his hair and shaking his head. "It will be okay when it gets out of his system but you've definitely fucked him up." He spoke blandly but his expression was still clearly pissed.

Karamatsu appeared and Todomatsu immediately flinched and then rushed to his brother, grabbing onto the front of his sweatshirt and tugging at the fabric. "H-he says he's tired, he says he doesn't know what he feels, he's just tired and he looked so-so worn down and he didn't even really smile Kara-nii..." Totty babbled and the tears started to fall because he felt guilty and ashamed. Seeing their normally cheerful brother so dull and lifeless was the worst thing in the world for Totty. "I-I hate it, we have to fix it! H-he's not acting like Jyushi-nii anymore!" Todomatsu couldn't take it, he felt like his heart was breaking.

Osomatsu sat up a little bit straighter and glared at Karamatsu. They all needed to learn that the normal way wasn't for them but he hated that Jyushimatsu was the one taking the brunt of this lesson. "Good job. This is what you wanted, right? For us all to be normal productive members of society, well you got your wish." He sneered while he spoke and it was clear that he was genuinely angry over this. Honestly Karamatsu was going to earn a serious punishment after his little rebellion.

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Ichimatsu felt a unique mixture of guilt and arousal. Karamatsu's scent and presence was the cause of all of it. The second oldest always fascinated him and repulsed him and becoming an omega seemed to make his feelings for the other more intense than ever. He felt awful for speaking meanly to him but at the same time he felt like if he said a kind word he would die of embarrassment. "Whatever! We'll be out when we're out, Shittymatsu!"

He snapped one last time before focusing on his actual problem...the fact that he was hard as a rock in a snowstorm. "Nnn...Nii-san." He whined in a low needy voice and his fingers curled against the other male's arms, unwilling to let go. Just touching the other caused calming yet heated pulses to run through his body.

Ichimatsu stayed frozen in place and when Choromatsu spoke he ended up letting out a small frantic sound, a mixture of a laugh and a mewl. "I-I dunno...this is the first time besides yesterday I got hard like this." What if he started leaking again? Oh god this was humiliating.

"I don't wanna go out there hard. I don't want them to see me like this again." Ichimatsu's hands pulled away from his brother and he curled up again, looking down. He was starting to like touching too much, starting to want to cuddle and cling a little too much. "Nii-san..." He spoke softly, his fingers digging tightly into the flesh of his legs in an attempt to pain the arousal away.

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Karamatsu froze in place as Todomatsu ran into his arms, obviously distraught. Jyushimatsu. . .He hadn't acted right since he took the suppressants. He didn't know that it would effect him in such a way. Of course he felt bad. He felt terrible!

Jyushimatsu, he was his beloved little brother. He hadn't meant to make him that way. He was only trying to look out for him. He was trying to look out for everyone damn it! He'd glare over at Osomatsu as the eldest of them threw his 'i told you so' remarks at him. "Jyushimatsu will be fine." He snapped back, patting Todomatsu's head comfortingly as he tried to settle himself. It was hard to keep himself calm with all of this going on.

If this kept up he may break through the pills effects again. He didn't need that. "He's gonna be okay. Once the pills are out of his system he'll return to normal. We'll just have to figure out another way maybe." They couldn't let Jyushimatsu just continue with that life style. Osomatsu would take advantage of him and feed him lies like he was before. But he didn't want him like this either.

"If my theory is correct then the pill is calming down more then just his heat. This pill only lasts a few hours of the day but even then there might be after effects. He could be weak or in pain. . ." The second son ran a hand over his face, obviously looking distraught at the realization. He should have done more research. He should have known it would effect them all differently. "I didn't want this. I just. . .I. . ." He felt his knees growing weak. He was to blame. He had tried to help him only to hurt him.

  "I'll take responsibility. I'll make sure everything will be alright." He assured. He'd figure out some way, some how, to make things work. He had to! He felt all the pressure on him and his elder brothers judging gaze and he couldn't let him be right. "I think I need to sit down. . ." He'd say, he too feeling a little weak at this point. "Choromatsu and Ichimatsu, they'll be down soon. I don't think I should give these to Ichimatsu. . .I don't want them to hurt him." He knew he had mental problems, depression and possibly more. If it hurt a hyperactive mind then who knew what it could do to an ill one.
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Choromatsu could understand Ichimatsu's feelings. Not wanting to be seen in such a way, not wanting people to look down on him, he knew how that felt more then anything. He didn't want to say it but he was practically in the same boat. His body was aching for a touch. His lower regions were near standing with hopes of receiving attention.

He didn't want anyone to see it or know why he was this way. It would be the death of him if he received anymore embarrassment. There seemed to be only one way to fix this however. As much as he didn't want to do it it had to be done. "I. . .I'm sorry." He said in a shaky tone. "I think maybe if I helped you a little. . .touched you. . .well. . .it could calm you down. Maybe even if I bite you." He theorized.

"I'm not an alpha. I don't know how well it will work but if I tried. . no, if we tried to calm each other down." He'd say with a bit of nervousness rising in his tone. "Then we'll be okay. . .okay?" He finally looked over his shoulder to see Ichimatsu, his younger brother wearing the same expression as himself. Panicked yet aroused. Disgusted but lewd. Afraid. "It's the only way. . ."